Sunday, September 20, 2009

Farewell.

ramadhan.

you are a solace. you are a grace. you are the holiest of month. you are the noblest of times. your kindness is... unspeakable. you are truly a beautiful gift from Allah. you are repentance.

i wonder now if we will ever meet again. that is uncertain and unknown. but i pray that i do because 30 days to be in your presence does not come near enough. i feel remorseful for the times that i have neglected your promises. but i cherish the times that i seek your graceful rewards.

Muhammad SAW had said that he wished that everyday was you. and i can't imagine what you had meant to him. He must have been much, much, much kinder to you. it was you on the 24th, the Quran was brought to him by Allah's decree. that has made you special an infinity times. Even when you left, his devotion to Allah did not waver. as we are much more prone to. i feel dismayed at how we treat you. a lot of us misunderstand your purpose but the portion of who comprehends, shall Allah be pleased with them.

you have brought a myriad of beauty. you have cleansed our hearts. you have shown us light. you have corrected our misdoings. you have shown us our own reflection. the time when we figure out who we are without syaitan's games.

but now as you depart. are we able to continue this journey until you arrive 365 days later. but will i still be here? will this world still exist? uncertainties. but what is certain is. you are one of Allah's graces. you are one of His significant signs to mankind. you are one of His greatness. Masyallah, Ramadhan...Allah has blessed us through you. and all your attributes come from Allah. your goodness is from none other than Allah.

when i praise you. i praise Allah. when i thank you. i thank Him. so what you have given me and what i have achieved from you. all is derived from Allah. Syukran Ramadhan. in case, we don't meet again. i pray that you speak for me. on the day I am questioned.

i'm not sad. it just feels very heavy to see you leave. but as everything.. this is the decree of Allah. you have fulfilled your promises. Insyallah we have done the same, or at least the best we could. Farewell.

Syawal. you are His blessing too. so you shall be welcomed with open arms. and you represent victory. i'm just not sure if i'm one of thee to be celebrated for.

(i hope your Ramadhan was amazing. let's pray that our deeds were accepted and kena redhai oleh Allah. and Insyallah He will meet us with the future Ramadhans. I look forward to you!)

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