Monday, November 30, 2009

Sesungguhnya.

Sebenarnya.. hati ini.. cinta.. kepadaMu..

Sebenarnya.. diri ini.. rindu.. kepadaMu..

tapi aku.. tidak mengerti.. mengapa cinta masih tak hadir

tapi aku.. tidak mengerti.. mengapa rindu.. belum berbunga..

Tuhan.. hadiahkanlah.. kasihMu.. kepadaku..

Tuhan..kurniakanlah.. rinduku.. kepadaMu..

moga kutahu syukurku adalah milikMu..

:')

Sunday, November 22, 2009

remember this when writing an essay?

We tend to forget this when writing an essay. I know this may have been said before and this is just a reminder. But this totally freaking rocks. I might just love my World Politics lecturer.

Do not worry in the slightest about whether or
not we share your views, politics or
conclusions: all we care about is
knowing what you think
, we are fully professional enough to set
aside our own views. We are NOT
looking for particular answers to anything.
:) Oh btw this ofcourse only applies to politics essays. Because economics don't care for your personal opinion!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

gifts.

as i was walking today, i looked down.. and i saw my feet. and i was hit by the obvious fact that my legs and feet bring me anywhere i wish to go. and at that moment, it felt like a gift. the thought of how some people might not share the same gift made me feel even more grateful. and then my thought goes to how Allah has made me able to walk and it makes me feel blessed. and then i looked up and started to consume the surroundings i was in. He also gave me sight. It's wonderful because not only i could see the world interacting in front of me, more significantly the eyes witness all creations of Allah. i think we forget that. that Allah granted us sight for a reason. and if we really used our eyes according to how we are meant to, we will see the signs of His greatness. and that is another gift on its own. if you could just take the time to sit down and get a piece of paper and write down all the gifts Allah has given you to date... you will not have such infinite time... and more astoundingly, we don't even recognize some of the gifts that we receive from Allah. our minds are much too small to be able to cope with Allah's might. but seek Him and He shall grant us with answers to questions we didn't know we asked, Insyallah.

"dan aku mengikuti agama nenek moyangku Ibrahim, Ishak dan Yakub. Tidak pantas bagi kami (para nabi) mempersekutukan sesuatu apa pun dengan Allah. Itu adalah dari kurnia Allah kepada kami dan kepada manusia (semuanya); tetapi kebanyakan manusia tidak bersyukur." - Ayat 38, Surah Yusuf.

aku tidak mau termasuk dalam kebanyakan manusia.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

sigh.

mind is a bit cluttered right now. there are so many things in my head yet there is nothing at the same time. it is one of those great ironies. but really... feeling inspired but doing nothing to validate that inspiration. it just feels stagnant and moving backwards simultaneously. things are going by quickly yet concurrently slow.

how do i press play.

oh come on, hazeerah. grow up. like grow the real up. oh well.

Bismillah it shall start with.