the struggle

Assalamualaikum wrb

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

all praises and thanks belong to Allah, most Merciful, most Forgiving. may Allah forgive all of our sins, and guide our hearts to true repentance. and complete greetings upon our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW.

there are a lot of times that i wish i hadn't done that

there are a lot of times that i wish i hadn't said that

there are a lot of times that i wish i hadn't thought that

maybe i feel sorry today. and then somehow forget about it. and lose the temptation and feel sorry again. and always, one thing that comes to mind is character.

that's what it boils down to, isn't it? good character that is built upon the need and want to please Allah and the fear to displease Him. and i know it doesn't take one day, one week, one month... one year maybe who knows... i guess i'll just keep going... even if i'm failing... it's better to die struggling for His sake, rather than live without struggle for no sake.

whoever you may be, i ask for your forgiveness, for whatever i may have done or said or thought that was negative towards you, whether consciously or otherwise.

may Allah give us all the strength to fight our nafs, and may Allah protect us all from all evils of iblis and syaitan and may Allah forgive all of our sins and make our hearts pure from evil until we meet Him in a state where He is pleased with us and we are also pleased with Him ameen.

:')